Im only poisonous from nursing on your venoms.
So i guess it means I’m back
I never did half the things i did before i met you.
I thought if i did them you’d like me more.
I’d never touched anything but weed and booze, and after you the spiral followed.
So now here i am wishing i still had you, at the same time wishing we’d never met.
I didn’t lie when it came down to matters of the heart.
And i changed myself, entirely for you.
You were never easy to get out of my mind, you’ll always linger.
I might miss you and still care, but as long as i never become that person again.
I guess ill be okay with this.
"I was just a stupid kid back then, i take back every word that i said."