Jesus fuck just kill me now
I’m pressing on the pillow till i can hear you breathing
Too many thoughts irrelevant cant stand it, thorn in my side needle in my eye. Head rush daft crush, corner of the room, darkness black out, train cars rolling down the hill, louder shouts wake me, don’t understand.
A cactus as my couch with vultures over head, coming down take two, overload cant comprehend, sand in my mouth dry as the sun, reminds me what you said, still cant run.
Gust of wind off my feet, falling through time imaginary space, cant escape the human race, delete delete your memories, all those mysteries cant combine cant retrace forgetting reality, don’t give up you’ll never win all this will never end.
Deja vu in repeat a never ending cycle, i see my life in time a piece and time and time before, i recreate and crumble up the thoughts and life before me, i can not help but reiterate the things i said before, no more what before you can not take from me, i have everything but nothing all while you pursue, dismantled lives waiting for pick up, another trip to the edge forgetting forgotten this place now rotten think i’ll move,
What a move who are you coming at me from behind the knives in my back piled high, cant forgive you whatever this is better losing my spine, i’ll head for California be completely empty.
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